uuuuugggghhh.
sorry. i needed that.
so uh
life just feels like it shouldn't suck lately, so WHY am i SO slightly pissy all the time!?!?!?!????
i am so SICK and TIRED of feeling like a spoiled BRAT all the time. WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY????
i keep chasing more and more highs (no substances or alcohol, dw) without focusing on the good things i already have. like HELLO??????
PEOPLE WOULD KILL TO HAVE A LIFE LIKE MINE.